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im in the clear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jan 3, 2007 12:38 pm
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this is an update following my health that i have been informing u on.
well i had the surgery last thursday all went well they got the damn cyst out of my neck,instantly the pressure on my head was gone and my shaking hands r now back to being as strong and still as before.
i was nervous going in for the surgery so i requested to the surgeon that to keep me calm while they put me to sleep that i put my earphones in and fall asleep playing my bhangra trust me huh!!!! well they let me do so and i was fine and very calm well was warned to stop trying to dance on the operating table
anyway i was stitched up minus the cyst and booted out of bed as i was up and chatting away 20 mins after the surgery.
i went hospital again yesterday and was told the cyst was benign so phewwwwwwwww what a relief that is.
stitches r out and a very small dressing was put on and guess what i was back at work today tossing about me chappatis so yeah im doing well and heres to hoping that this year for me becomes a good one.........had a good start to it havent i so heres to hoping it continues.
i would like to just stress my thanks to all those who have supported me over the last 2 months of me being sick and would like to say sorry if i upset anyone while o was high on morphine by talking out of line at least i can say was the morphine talking
seriously thanks u all u been a rock and i love u all
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update on my scan Dec 14, 2006 3:07 pm
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well i arrived at the hospital my palms all sweaty with nerves.
nurse put me at ease then i saw the scanner,omg it so confined i was loosing it ,i tried 3 times to get in and be calm but i ended up hyperventilating and crying so i was given mild sedation then i was ok.
had loads of blood taken and had to give urine sample that was easy as i was so nervous i kept popping to the loo.
i got the scan over and done with geez its so noisy in there and the machine was lightly brushing over my face it really not nice experience,anyway i have to see a specialist on monday for the results as the nurse said a lump the size of a golf ball been found in my neck just below my skull bone and it reason for concern .
so i am worried right now but still keeping an upper chin.
will just wait and see what the doc says monday.
to be continued............
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scared Dec 13, 2006 3:54 pm
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im sat here its past 11.30pm so in less than 11 hours time i will be hospital having my scan..........my god im scared.
not sure if it the not knowing what to expect or not wanting know if it bad news.
i have never prayed so much in one day as i have today.
i scared of what i need to have done to me in the morning,stunk in a machine that looks something like a time capsule,letting it read my brain.
not able to move a muscle so it can be read correctly.
i hate confined spaces yet in the morning for my own good i have to venture into one.
i know why i am in that machine i would be wishing they be playing bhangra lol just to take my mind off it all but that is so not possible.
im trying to stay positive and i think i have been that so far so i wont let myself down in the morning.
i will go in there with all the positive vibes i can muster up inside myself and say one last prayer before i enter into that machine.
i very much believe in myself and i know i am a strong woman this why i have chosen to go to hospital on my own to show myself i have the courage.
if u see me and i am quiet please chat with me take the guess i need the company ok guys and gals because i think without u all i wont be so strong.
i will keep u all updated how i get on and what is the outcome.
just do me one favour after u read this...........say a prayer for me cos the more said the more i will get through this.
god bless u all
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im back Dec 12, 2006 4:34 pm
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hey all.
somehow my profile of kelly344 got deleted so im back with tandoorikelly lol
thought it good one, what u think?
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