/blog/isabella_/?pid=f110 [b][size 4]Happy New Year. I love you all. Goodbye.[/b][/size][br][size 4][i][font face=book antiqua]"I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. "[/size][/font][/i] /blog/3936/post_62873.html?pid=f110&m= [image]"Last thing I remember, I was, running for the door. I had to find the passage back to the place I was before. Relax said the nightman, we are programmed to receive. You can checkout anyti Wed, 15 Dec 2010 22:26:55 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62873.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62856.html?pid=f110&m= [image]Ancient winds stir the desert sands, as once again I long to hold you. So close - and yet so far away, I wander the plains of Rajasthan. Would you even want to see me .. if you knew I was here? Tue, 14 Dec 2010 18:15:50 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62856.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62820.html?pid=f110&m= [image]"I count the stitches line by line, and watch the thread record the time. Love and memories we impart, to quilt the fabric of the heart."You with the sad eyesDon't be discouragedOh I realizeIt' Fri, 10 Dec 2010 22:37:07 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62820.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62743.html?pid=f110&m= [image]My dearest friend, kitty ji ..You know I was never any good at this stuff, unprepared as I was for the news I just received. Suffice it to say that I've completely lost interest in any further Fri, 03 Dec 2010 20:59:03 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62743.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62723.html?pid=f110&m= [image]Today is my birthday, and this post is for you. The song is from a dream I had in which you were there. So even though I said there would never be another song for you .. well, as it turns out Thu, 02 Dec 2010 20:04:06 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62723.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62605.html?pid=f110&m= [image]Two snowflakes met within a cloudIn mists of winter's spaceHe, a flake of icy whiteAnd she, a star of lace The cloud was heavy, winds were strongIn dark mid-winter nightThen both held hands and Mon, 22 Nov 2010 19:07:04 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62605.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62505.html?pid=f110&m= [image]Just to clarify, a "Frabjous Day" is not a real day Aakash. Heck, it's not even a real word! Have you never read Alice in Wonderland or the poem "Jabberwocky" by Lewis Carrol? Oh my friend you Sun, 14 Nov 2010 10:53:26 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62505.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62488.html?pid=f110&m= [image]The Hatter slowly walks onto the balcony where Alice is standing, leaning against the railing, hat in the crook of his arm."Have you any idea why a raven is like a writing desk?" he asks conver Fri, 12 Nov 2010 18:24:33 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62488.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62389.html?pid=f110&m= [image]Ok I admit it. Last night I went all out and let my hair down in a big way. Tuesday night ... should have stayed home cause I knew I had to work today, but when temptation beckons .. well you k Wed, 03 Nov 2010 20:15:36 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62389.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62346.html?pid=f110&m= [image]Thank you, for your silence has liberated me. And I feel more alive now than ever before. I won't look back as I sail on for distant shores .. but the gift of this past year will remain with me Sun, 31 Oct 2010 13:40:15 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62346.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62241.html?pid=f110&m= [image]"There are days when you might feel that I don't remember you. I'm not texting you, not even calling you. What you don't know is, all those times, I was the one waiting for you Sat, 23 Oct 2010 18:22:08 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62241.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62228.html?pid=f110&m= [image]Just in time for Halloween, one of my favorite tales from Edgar Allan Poe. The imagery is magnificent, the story intellectually horrifying .. the ending masterfully well written. It's one of th Fri, 22 Oct 2010 20:13:24 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62228.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62158.html?pid=f110&m= [image]You know how sometimes you can read something - and somehow (for whatever reason) it resonates within you .. and you can relate to every word scribbled painfully across the page? This is one of Sun, 17 Oct 2010 13:13:05 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62158.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_62070.html?pid=f110&m= [image]"See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me."~~Gre Sun, 10 Oct 2010 16:09:50 -0800 /blog/3936/post_62070.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_61911.html?pid=f110&m= [image]I know you won't read this until the weekend is over .. and that's ok cause you know I wanted it that way. You're so close now, probably flying across the prairies as I'm writing this. Gosh .. Thu, 30 Sep 2010 19:03:41 -0800 /blog/3936/post_61911.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_61833.html?pid=f110&m= [image]A special post in response to an email I received today. It's from a man who used to be known many years ago as "aquarian1" on IFF. If I may - I would like to post my reply here. Maybe if he ca Sun, 26 Sep 2010 12:21:12 -0800 /blog/3936/post_61833.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_61812.html?pid=f110&m= [image]Ok Aakash .. I promised you a song - and here it is. Dedicated solely and entirely to you. It's one of my favorites although from a few years back. Love the video too. Catch it on Youtube if yo Fri, 24 Sep 2010 21:23:38 -0800 /blog/3936/post_61812.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_61705.html?pid=f110&m= [image].. Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans.Friday had just begun and yet the day was already bursting with so much hope and promise. But again .. it was Friday - so how could i Sat, 18 Sep 2010 19:12:15 -0800 /blog/3936/post_61705.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_61452.html?pid=f110&m= [image]And so it was on that day that I found love.Sometimes I wonder if I got lost in the season - or if it was just the echo of some other time - the memory of some other place. If I could recapture Thu, 02 Sep 2010 19:44:34 -0800 /blog/3936/post_61452.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/3936/post_61259.html?pid=f110&m= [image]Some things in life, no matter how many times you have to face them .. are never easy. Letting go is one of those things.The beginning was of no consequence since I was barely old enough to tak Wed, 18 Aug 2010 13:24:31 -0800 /blog/3936/post_61259.html?pid=f110&m=