/blog/Sternendiener/?pid=f110 It seems that my work is writing to myself come to an understanding. Many of my conclusions serves me also later but are perhaps expressed differently.It is with gra tit ude I welcome my readers. /blog/6107/post_68116.html?pid=f110&m= In the still of the night I am awaiting Tomorrowland. The Eye of the Dragon relates to the Great Drought and also of Vishnu. I am meeting a girl, thinking herself "responsible" living in her own reali Tue, 31 Jan 2012 14:49:07 -0800 /blog/6107/post_68116.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_67473.html?pid=f110&m= Please consult this article in the IFF Magazine: Banishment on TulipsI have also concluded that Crocus ssp are representing the Antichrist. The name is derived from Har Karkom, Israel ("Mountain of Sa Tue, 06 Dec 2011 04:39:04 -0800 /blog/6107/post_67473.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_66888.html?pid=f110&m= The press that has been put on me is immense, and I have insisted on keeping a certain level, whathever the circumstances. The problem with this is that when things are against me I sometimes react ve Tue, 25 Oct 2011 17:46:00 -0800 /blog/6107/post_66888.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_66850.html?pid=f110&m= As always I have to bother everyone with complicated and controversial issues, and this at a social site. The dimension on my experience, and also the misery accompanying, leaves me with a wish to exp Sat, 22 Oct 2011 14:14:44 -0800 /blog/6107/post_66850.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_65783.html?pid=f110&m= First: I can not work because there always happens something that confuses me, like words suddenly changing spelling, like me seeming to write the first letter secondly and missed a letter. The reaso Tue, 26 Jul 2011 07:50:49 -0800 /blog/6107/post_65783.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_65740.html?pid=f110&m= I sometimes feel terrible because of my behaviour. It has it's reasons but any attempt to explaining complicates the matter further, since communication uses intellect. Since I have already had severe Sat, 23 Jul 2011 07:07:12 -0800 /blog/6107/post_65740.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_63511.html?pid=f110&m= Whenever truth is mentioned it turns to untruth. At least I have had the opportunity to learn how to use images and text. During the journey through Hell I have at least had the opportunity to make so Wed, 09 Feb 2011 09:58:46 -0800 /blog/6107/post_63511.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_62874.html?pid=f110&m= From knowledge of this world's creation I now know that this is one paradigm, or model and it is almost impossible for me to reach reality from another perspective than the Christian/Scientific/ mater Thu, 16 Dec 2010 00:09:24 -0800 /blog/6107/post_62874.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_62775.html?pid=f110&m= She always appears as lovely women that always says "no" or "yes" and the influence through the computer medium never leaves one's attention, even if told to stay off, or explained that "I have other Mon, 06 Dec 2010 13:49:21 -0800 /blog/6107/post_62775.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_62658.html?pid=f110&m= "PLOW YOUR FIELD!!!"- Why, I have a gardener!And this is why Americans did not agree on British rule... Sat, 27 Nov 2010 16:57:49 -0800 /blog/6107/post_62658.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_62604.html?pid=f110&m= "Are you at it again? You little scoundrel! SHIIIIIVA!!!(He is always DOING THAT!!! ) Mon, 22 Nov 2010 16:40:17 -0800 /blog/6107/post_62604.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_62401.html?pid=f110&m= I must say that this site has received me with much patience and the general context given is not provoking or in any way deserving my sometimes violent outbreaks.Still there is a little something tha Fri, 05 Nov 2010 11:02:42 -0800 /blog/6107/post_62401.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_62383.html?pid=f110&m= I am reaching a quite comfortable situation that still comes with some slight concerns. My previous blog text, before my aggressive outburst reminded me of something that I find it very easy both to f Wed, 03 Nov 2010 07:18:26 -0800 /blog/6107/post_62383.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_60052.html?pid=f110&m= Inshallah!This is the archangel Uriel, God's fire and the angel of the seventh ray. He is also an angel of scripture.I am crying and I can not stop. I have ingested a large amount of alcohol and a inh Thu, 10 Jun 2010 05:38:35 -0800 /blog/6107/post_60052.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_59928.html?pid=f110&m= I have lost my accounts at two XXX sites and was very angered. But it actually serves my purposes very well. I have gained the experience that I need and for several reasons it is probably the best no Thu, 03 Jun 2010 15:40:08 -0800 /blog/6107/post_59928.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_59502.html?pid=f110&m= Right now the circumstances has led me to a grand and exceptional ego rebirth. Of course I know that this clarity might be somewhat delusive. But in my system the ego is in fact very important. I thin Tue, 11 May 2010 02:55:45 -0800 /blog/6107/post_59502.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_59256.html?pid=f110&m= David Carradine.I grew up in the seventies. I experienced that the qualities and colourscale of reality and the whole world has changed periodically. From - 75 and onwards my life as ruined. The eight Wed, 28 Apr 2010 11:18:42 -0800 /blog/6107/post_59256.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_59044.html?pid=f110&m= I think that I might have defined a general law for personal conduct and law enforcement: Every enforcement is a violation.Thus there has to be a balance between individual liberty and societal regula Thu, 15 Apr 2010 03:02:58 -0800 /blog/6107/post_59044.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_58951.html?pid=f110&m= I'll try to keep this simple, give you some hints, a conclusion and not display too many details that are intended for private discovery.Right now I feel that I am reaching a meaning expressed in the Sat, 10 Apr 2010 10:48:09 -0800 /blog/6107/post_58951.html?pid=f110&m= /blog/6107/post_58823.html?pid=f110&m= Again I have had a violent outbreak of conflict and this time I think that I started to identify my own spiritual corruption. A substantial or primary movement is with difficulty realised. The social Fri, 02 Apr 2010 02:21:34 -0800 /blog/6107/post_58823.html?pid=f110&m=