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Time, I need
Feelings, Confused
Thoughts, Mixed up
Memories, Still there
Touch, Remembered
Kisses, Dreamt of
His, Not yours
Sorry, I am
Forget, I must
Time, I need
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A Poem For You.....!!!!! Jun 29, 2010 9:07 pm
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I dream of distant lands of where we can be free
Let us escape from the harshness and disappointments of life
And together create for ourselves a paradise
Whether it be sitting under a mango tree in India
Sitting on a bench in central park
Floating on the river Thames or braving the jungles of deepest darkest Africa
Promise you will go there with me, promise you will go everywhere with me
Fly away with me, help me to touch the stars
We will ponder nature and question why the leaves fall
Like rain after it has gone promises a new beginning
So shall be my promise to you
Let me look at myself through your eyes
Make me understand the ability you possess to see the best in me
Let me call you darling and hold your hand
Share secrets with my soul not even I know
Continue to inspire me with your stories and words
Teach me all you know until I know nothing else
We are from two different worlds you and I
But are souls are the same lost along the way when God was deciding where we should go
Let it be said my heart and mind are not my own and never were
For I had yours and you had mind
To celebrate such a long awaited reunion fills me with bliss
I dream of the day when I can touch your face outside of a dream
When you can read my thoughts through my eyes and see no lies
For now I know true happiness I cannot go back to before
I can not go back to a hopeless and faithless existence
Do not bestow on me such a sentence, I ache at the thought
You make me feel alive, read my words and know it is because of you
Look what you have done look at what you do
Every part of me loves you
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The Greatest Gift.... Jun 25, 2010 2:54 am
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I think the greatest gift a person can ever get is the ability to be comfortable in ones own skin. Not arrogance. Not believing one can 'do anything', but the knowledge of ones limitations coupled with the determination to overcome obstacles. So maybe the second most important thing to getting on in life would be the ability to deal with change and then thirdly, determination. So being comfortable with yourself, being able to roll with the punches, a positive attitude and determination seem to me to be the basic behavior of one who can create a good life for themselves and those around them.

How does a person go about acquiring these things? I guess it would begin with reasonable, loving family and my few sweets friends as well as a loving self. Being kind to yourself as you would a loved one. Easier said than done. Even those who grow up in less than ideal situations are able to overcome when they treat themselves with encouraging thoughts. They do not accept defeat, but do not change direction away from a challenge. Failure leads to trying something a new way, not to giving up in those with the ability to succeed. They see it as an opportunity to learn something new.

Not every person who is happy had a happy childhood or a great career. Not every person who finds peace lived in a loving family, but they chose to continue to move forward, to love themselves even when those who should have loved them well did not. They forgave the shortcomings of those who did them wrong. Which does not always mean they continued to include them in their lives. They found what worked for them.

Balance. Balance takes practice. It is so easy to go to extremes. How often have I said, 'this is the worst day of my life'? Fortunately less than I used to little one steps are in order when a person has created negative habits. It might seem as though some people make sudden changes, but it is generally done in small steps over time.

Knowing oneself comes from spending time with oneself, alone and quiet. Just listening. Thinking. Some of the greatest inventors were loners. We are often lead to believe we have to be all things to all people in order to succeed when in reality, it is not so.

How do we figure out our limitations? I guess we start by listening to ourselves. We see how we feel when we make choices. We do not deny our inner voice. When it tells us something is not right, we examine why that might be, we weigh the options, we reason with ourselves and others. We acknowledge the good we do and the not so good. We look at the whole picture from the inside and the outside. We listen to those who love and care about us. We trust our guts.

I think of how much I missed out on because I was too shy or felt imperfect. It was not others who kept me from trying, it was me, myself. My inner voice told me I was not good enough, pretty enough, smart enough or athletic enough. I could laugh at myself and that was good, but I took it to an extreme and talked down about myself. Eventually I believed it.

I think in the end we hurt ourselves in ways no one else can just by the way we talk to ourselves.

Once again I talked myself away from where I was going and this might not make much sense. I go outside and think about something, come inside, start typing away and end up somewhere else entirely. Oh well.

Be comfortable in your own skin. Right now. Exactly as you are. Please.

It does not mean never improving on what needs improving. It just means if you encourage yourself you will see yourself wanting to improve rather than just give up.

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My Angel.....!!!!!!! Jun 18, 2010 9:39 pm
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I can't stop.

I can't stop.
I can't stop thinking.
I can't stop dreaming.
I can't stop smiling.
I can't stop wondering.
I can't stop listening.
I can't stop.
About you.
I can't stop thinking about you.
I can't stop dreaming about you.
I can't stop smiling about you.
I can't stop wondering about you.
I can't stop listening to my heart.
Why?
Why can't I stop?
I don't understand.
I promised I wouldn't feel this way when I left.
I promised when I arrived.
But why can't I stop thinking, dreaming,wondering,smiling about you?
I know you probably aren't the same way about me.
You're having fun and I know you will soon forget me.
You said you wouldn't but I know you will.
But maybe you won't.
Right now,
I can't stop.


My Angel

For you my sweet angel I would die
I'd pick all the stars from the sky
And give them all just for you
To let you know how much I love you

My angel I'll love you thru all eternity
I would do anything for you sweetie
I wrote this poem from my heart
To let you know your my sweetheart

Please stay with me forever
Take my hand and lets be together
Lets fly up to the heavens above
And show everyone we are in love
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I Know You..... ..!!!!!! Jun 16, 2010 4:02 am
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When I first met you
I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my secrets
and what I didn't want ever.
you listened to me
I bet you thought I'd never end,
who would have thought
we would become more than just friends.
Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
A boy so caring and gentle,
with a heart so true.
You've survived your life
with hurt and loneliness by your side.
I told you I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.
I know you
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what I'd do if you were gone?
So I have decided
time answers all.
If it is meant to be
time will remove the wall.
I love the way we are together,
you can always make me smile.
Will it ever really be forever?
I guess I will have to wait awhile.
Time will reveal, what lies ahead
but always remember
what I have said.
Meeting you has changed my life
and I really love you so,
the feelings I feel for you
I am never letting go.
Remember me always
and I will too.
I always think of
me and you..
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All The Time I love you... Jun 14, 2010 12:20 am
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I tried to tell you I love you
but the words were hard to find.
I'm always thinking about you
you're the only one on my mind.
Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face
I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place.
There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no.
You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go.
I'm afraid that I am not the guy you've searched for all these years.

I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears.

It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile
When I think of how we me met it only brings back your smile.
I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and
I'll hold you in my heart..
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A love forever ! Jun 12, 2010 7:30 pm
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As I look at the stars at night
And dream of what is to be...
My heart begins to smile
For it's you I see

You're the one who makes me laugh
When things are looking bad
You're the one who makes me smile
When I am feeling sad
You're the only one for me
you brighten up my day
You're the sunshine of my life
you chase dark clouds away.

I think of you each day
my mind is set on you
You bring the best in me
with the sweet things you do.

Sweetheart, this love for you is true
And know forever I will Love You.:
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Aging Gracefully… Jun 11, 2010 8:57 pm
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I am thirty years old. That is…1/4th of my life is already over. I didn’t realize I was getting old until they showed character-artist AK Hangal on Doordarshan and I found him relatively young.

On second thoughts, thirty is not that bad an age. I mean, if there had been 20 months in a year..I would have been through only 18 birthdays and hence would be only 18 years old. The better part is, it would have been illegal for Rekha (my wife) to marry me.

Talking of birthdays, Joan Rivers once said: When a man has a birthday, he takes a day off. When a woman has a birthday, she takes three years off.

It is not only the women who hide their age. Most men are also known to do the same after they approach 40. Unfortunately, these are the ones who prefer old wine and old cheese.

Once, I was introducing a neighbor of mine to a pretty girl. I said: “Shalini, this is my neighbor. Looking at him, you can never tell he is in his 70s.”

He immediately shot back: “Early 70s”.

Thanks to the latest in cosmetics…old men and women can hide their age. Anti-wrinkle face creams are a big hit…but the users fail to understand that once a grape becomes a raisin…there is no way it can become a grape again. As for the dyeing of white hair…somebody needs to stop a bald man and ask him how good white hair looks.

A recent movie, Pyar Mein Twist has Rishi Kapoor and Dimple Kapadia romancing like they did in the 1973-movie Bobby. Many didn’t receive the movie with open arms. They probably think…romance should be left to the young. One crude joke even suggested that after their marriage Rishi and Dimple visit the Viagra Falls for honeymoon instead of the Niagra Falls.

I don’t remember who, but somebody worth listening to once said…the difference between the young and the old is…the young forget to pull up the zipper …and the old forget to pull it down.

During a recent survey among the really old, the anchor asked: “So, who all want to live till 100?” All the 99 year olds raised their hands. The only 100-year-old gentleman in the group was asked if he wanted to live till 101. He replied in the negative and gave ‘no peer pressure’ as the reason.

One guy I appreciate on this front is Lala Amarnath. He was a cricketer and he loved centuries….yet didn’t mind giving up when he was all of 88 years old!

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I STILL MISS YOU.... Jun 10, 2010 7:11 pm
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I wonder how the time can change
When one second was mine why the other feel strange
My whole life turns out by the minute you go
You didn’t even look back nor had the courtesy to show
I use to imagine days which are yet to come, what they would be about
Now I can’t even sleep scared that the dream that I will see, one day that will fall out
Did I make that easy for you to walk in and out of my life?
Now I close the door when I see any ray of light
All alone I try to regain the strength and start a new day
But I found myself lost as you use to show me the way
I just want to ask her for one last time that ‒
Why did you make me laugh, when at the end you have to make me cry?
Why did you let me in, when at the end you say that I mean to pry?
All my life I had been walking under the sky
But It was you who made me realize that it is blue
Doesn’t matter how strong I act, truth is I am always going to miss you.
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A mist of joy surrounds the area Jun 10, 2010 3:56 am
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A mist of joy surrounds the area,
all those caught inside endure the most precious gift,
the one of having the most treasured emotion;
and having the one they truly love.

Trying to be around them all the time,
showing them what real passion is,
cuddling and kissing them all the time.
Showing them a universe of affection.

As we paddle our way through the ocean of romance,
each time being more tender in action,
entering the cave under the great waterfall of bliss.
As the falling water fills our dreams with happiness.

As I hold your hands and you hold mine,
times seems to freeze all around us endlessly,
just as my love for you is infinite in this world.
A domain where everything is possible for us.

Where both our souls dance as one,
and vanish in a peaceful light from above,
where your figure in my blinded vision,
seems to hold my heart with such tender care.

As my heart beats at its regular pace,
the only sound which I joyfully hear,
the song of your absolute love for one another.
One which will only die when I pass away.

Yet that day seems far far away,
as my ever growing love for you continues,
and the light which is radiated by it shines,
overwhelming all evil and darkness.

Showing that over everything I continue to love you,
while I stroll with you in this field of daisies,
picking a few to give as a gorgeous gift.
Turning to hold you in my arms ever so gently.

As your head is pressed against my chest slightly,
you hearing the song which I have dedicated to you,
the song of our eternal and perpetuous love,
one which will last a life time.
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