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Love's Consequences ...!!!!!!!!! Nov 19, 2010 7:14 am
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How can I forgive you now
My heart you took and broke somehow
You did not mean to do me wrong
You did not mean to love me long
I liked the feeling of you I guess
I grew to fond I must confess
Like you I didn't mean for this
To think it started with a kiss
Love so rude and painfully so
Can hurt a person like me, more than you know
Then just like that you let me fall
No signs that even I foresaw
Your heart I hope is cracked a bit
To fall in love is not worth it
Love's sweetness was sure to die
Now in sorrow crushed am I
And in this state I shall reside
To live a while with shriveling pride....
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i love to love when i love..:!!!!!! Nov 18, 2010 8:19 am
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I love to hate when i hate.
I love to love when i love.
Love is a verb and hate is also a verb, and both required action.
So, i love action because i am living, action is both love and hate.
In the continuum of love and hate, we find an extreme degree from maniac lover to maniac Dracula. Both of them are maniac, only the middle of continuum is a perfect place for experienced and sage people.
The blend of love and hate makes me realistic. I can never be like Jesus and i never wanted to be that much Buddha like.

If you hurt me i will make you hurt.
If you love me i will give you love.
If you prick me i will prick you in return.
If you hate me i will hate you in return.
Whatever you do to me, i will do to you.
Because i am a living person like you.
Thanks God i am not a Buddha, to be a Buddha means to be exploited, humiliated, and always contaminated inside like a cold volcano.
So, never try to hate me because than i am severe on hate and you can never win from me by hate.
Love me always because than i will give you better love in return and you can win me by your love.
The choice is yours…....
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All The Time I love you...!!!!!!! Oct 23, 2010 11:47 pm
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I tried to tell you I love you
but the words were hard to find.
I'm always thinking about you
you're the only one on my mind.
Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face
I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place.
There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no.
You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go.
I'm afraid that I am not the guy you've searched for all these years.

I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears.

It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile
When I think of how we me met it only brings back your smile.
I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and
I'll hold you in my heart.
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Hold Me...!!!!! Sep 4, 2010 9:19 pm
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Hold Me..!!!!

This poem is about feeling very alone in the world. Like someone turned off the lights & has me walking the streets with nobody besides me, just wanting someone to hold me, so that the world doesn't seem so dark & depressing inside me. So that I could feel some kind of hope that someone does care about me.
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I'm hurt all the time.
I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me...
I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.
Anyone find me! Anyone care!
I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak.
No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I'm scared.
Please hold me until it all ends.
Just hold me that’s all I want.
I don't want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.
Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light....
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Long Distance Relationship.... Jul 25, 2010 2:33 am
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Things To Remember

I wanted to take the time to say a few things that I think we all need to be reminded
of from time to time. Hopefully my thoughts may help some of you that are involved in
relationships over a distance.

Relationships over a distance can be wonderful things, but also have their own burdens
to bear. Eventually, it comes to a point where you have to make plans to come together,
and close the distance. No one wants to stay apart from their love forever
This alone can open a world of new burdens which can be added to the relationship.
Who should move? When? What needs to be done to accomplish it?.. etc..
If the relationship is one that spans two different countries, there can be fears about
leaving one's homeland, to go live in another culture. It is embarking into the unknown,
and the unknown is always man's greatest fear. There could be job concerns, new rules of
society/culture to learn, and some that one may need to unlearn, as they are not accepted
or understood in the new location. This can cause a bit of confusion, and misunderstanding.
These things create a turbulent sea of emotions that, if you let them, can threaten what you
love most. It is this situation that I am writing about, to try to remind those of you going
through this type of scenario of a few things that are very important: things that can maybe
help you to remember what it is you are sailing this sea for.
It is an easy mistake to let those feelings overwhelm you, and vent them towards your loved one.
You get confused, and possibly frustrated at all that has to be done to accomplish a move.
Possibly you feel some resentment that you have to be the one to relocate. You get frightened
of all the changes that you will have to go through. Well.. that is natural, and it is ok.
What is important is how we handle it. If you've never experienced things like that before,
you can easily make mistakes, because you don't have the experience in handling the situation,
the stresses, the fears, the frustrations, etc.
Well.. here are some important tips, for those of you in the process of moving to go be with
your loved one:
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I think something that we all need to remember is to cherish that special someone we have.
It is easy to let oneself be overtaken by thoughts of the things you may be leaving and what
you may miss, but do not forget all that you stand to gain. The important thing is the love
you share with that person you are going to be with. It is very important to remember what
that love means, and to realize the importance of moving in order for that love to grow further.
The new things that you will experience, the happiness you will have when you are able to give
your loved one a hug at the end of a long day at work... they will more than make up for any
thing you feel you have 'left behind'.
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Remember to be positive. This is extremely important, and can also be quite difficult at
times... especially if your move is taking alot of work and time to accomplish. However,
if you look for the positive in the situation, you will start to see those things, and
will feel better. Just remember, the person you are going to be moving closer to
can only offer so much support. Your positive attitude will greatly increase their own
interest and ability to give support. Besides, it isn't just about them giving support to
you. You each have to be willing to love, support, and be understanding of each other.
It starts with the positive attitude, motivation, and interest that you show to your partner.
That supports them in supporting you.
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Talk to your love about things, in a sensitive, and open manner. If something is bothering
you, do not let it eat at you until it pours out like lava from a volcano. Lava burns, and
burns take time to heal. Not to mention it makes it hard to reach out to each other when
there are sore, red spots standing in the way. Think through what is bothering you, and
approach your lover with respect, and consideration when talking about it. Let them know
that you love them, and want to come be with them, but that you have some things you feel
you need to discuss so you will feel better. This will accomplish alot more than letting your
confusion speak for you. When that happens, you say things you didn't even mean, which will
only hurt and confuse your partner. Go figure.. you were confused, mixed up, and fearful,
and speaking as a reaction to that makes your partner wonder if you may give up, or they may
feel rejected, etc. This also goes back to remaining positive. Try it, and you will see
that your fears and confusion will decrease.
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Remember not to give up. Remember what your love is worth. If it has carried you to the
point of moving, then it must be something special. It will not be easy, but may very well
be more than worth it to keep moving forward. Just think about what it will be like to be
able to sit for candlelight dinner with your love after it is all taken care of,
and you are finally together.
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I hope that helps some of you, as it has me.
I'd like to take this last bit to offer a dedication to the woman I love.
I was in experienced in the things I just discussed above, and I made some mistakes of my own.
I know the pain of what it is like to make those mistakes and hurt the one you love most.
Thankyou Mylove for standing with me when times were hard, for holding on while I learned
the lessons that taught me the things of which I wrote above.
You are a very special person, and I love and admire the strength within you.
I love you for the person you are... all of you: body, soul, spirit, and character.
I truly look forward to the day I can sit together with you in our home, share some feeling
and talk of how to fulfill our dreams together.
You are my greatest inspiration... my greatest love.

Thankyou for your love and devotion.

Always yours, my love,
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Does True Love Really Exist? Jul 17, 2010 8:04 pm
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Does True Love Really Exist?



True love? What is it all about? Have you ever wondered where this word came from? Some look at it biblically while others thinks of it emotionally. According to me, i view it both biblically and emotionally. This four letter word has been widely used and mostly abused by many people. I hate the way the word has been misused and carelessly abused to have different meanings. There are different types of love, agape, parental and the love that joins two different people of opposite sex as they start sharing their lives together. There is no discrete definition of the word true love. Definition of the word depends on individual's point of view. It is subject to debate and i would say it is a strong feeling or illusion that starts in the mind and develop slowly in ones inner being.

The word true love has been misused in many ways. When a man claims to fall in love with a lady at first sight and claims he feels attracted to her, is this love surely? According to me this is lust at first sight. Talk about love in the presence of young people and you will get to realize how widely the word has been misused. True love is no longer there and the urge that drive people towards each other is not love but lust. Men are not attracted to women for love but for sexual satisfaction. Love is in most cases misinterpreted and many wonder if does exist. Many of my friends believe that love between a man and a woman is imaginary, there is nothing like love but only the power of the loin that attracts.

Misuses of the power of love has become more of a tradition and is a reality. It is passed from generation to generation and who are we to break this tradition? I believe in the power of love and not lust but in practice love is not elusive. True love is developed from within and it is molded and nurtured by our feelings. Love is a precious gift from God and it should be watered well and taken care of or else it withers and dies off. You might be wondering who came up with this word love? I wonder too but who knows where it came from? It is our obligation to take care of this aspect of love and to handle it with care.

Love is life, it wins all and makes someone feel special. Have you ever wondered how to succeed in life and how to live a happy and prosperous life? it's simple, just learn to love and it will multiply joy and add spice to your life. For the married people and for those aspiring to, you should remember that love adds spice to life, it's thoughtful and gives a reason to live, smile and be ever happy.
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What you mean to me...???? Jul 15, 2010 9:48 pm
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What you mean to me...



When i sleep at night i think of you,
wondering if you think of me too.
When i'm dreaming i dream of you,
I dream of how good it is to be with you.
I see your eyes, your lips, your cheeks.
your eyes so beautiful and lips so sweet.
The things I miss when I'm not with you
Is the way we kiss and how we cuddle too.
I hope you see what this poem means,
remember this is what you mean to me...X
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Definition of Love......!!!!!!! Jul 12, 2010 5:06 am
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Paul Barton's Definition of Love

Love is not a necessity, but it is life’s greatest gift and luxury.
Love is caring, kind, and patient.
Love does not expect anything but love in return.
Love knows when to put pride to the side,
Because the greatest thing one can be proud of
Is a love that is shared.

Love is or should be unconditional.
Love is giving and selfless.
Love is therefore unselfish.
Love is not arrogant, or does not insist in its own way,
It is a celebration of what is right.
True love never ends.

For the unperfected will pass upon
The coming of that which is perfect,
And Perfect love never ends.

Love is undying devotion (yes that too).
Love is not resentful and does not rejoice in wrong, but celebrates the right

Love is the desire to be intimate...physically and emotionally.
Love endures all, hopes all, bears all.
Love is believing, sharing, dreaming.
Love is Honesty.
Love is friendship, companionship, and more.

Love is completion.
Forgiving.
Understanding and inspiring.

Love is the attainment of life's greatest inspiration.
Love is supporting, but not overbearing.
Love is the free and complete expression of oneself to/for another.

Love is being open to an other's expression...

True friends, companion, lover, and mother (or father).

Love is faithful and loyal.

Love is the one thing in life (true love is), that man (as a whole race) longs for and strives for, and in many cases, more than anything else it can be the hardest to find.
Love can be strong, yet so fragile.
There are those out there who have not been lucky enough to find it...some never will. (Not all, but some)
In addition, what one would call true love...love in its best, purest, truest sense is even rarer and harder to find.

Not that no one ever does;
Many probably do.
It is still the hardest thing that mankind strives to obtain.

The dream of finding and marrying for true love exists and
Concludes by everything falling into place
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Why Have We Met.....????? Jul 10, 2010 8:23 pm
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Why have we met so late, O baby
As if our hands and legs are now tied up
So our minds have got nothing to do but wail daily !

If we never ever met, my love
We would have a consolation at least !

The people are speaking ill of us so much
But we can’t help staring at each other
If my eyes are set on yours !

You know what, our love has become immortal
Cause our minds have burnt to ashes
And our eyes have become the clouds !

We won’t have a life together, we know
But we can’t help longing for each other
Forever and ever !

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I Miss You So Much.... Jul 5, 2010 12:35 am
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You're the Love of my life,
the one I never thought I'd find,
I think about You always,
I can't get you off my mind,

The days go by,
and you're not here,
I long for the moment,
when I can hold you near,

Time drags on,
ever so slow,
I Love you my darling,
and I need you so,

I wish you were here,
holding me close,
the warmth of your touch,
is what I miss the most,

I lie here in bed,
thinking of you,
I never imagined,
I could feel so blue,

These thoughts that I have,
they cut like a knife,
because I miss you so much,
the love of my life....
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